Something tells me I’m not gonna post this once i finish writing it, or that I’m going to delete it just after posting it. cause, its mainly about my frustrations about another person and i dont want to use this platform as a place to bash other people.. But here goes nothing i guess.
Tonight i got a text from a friend who was feeling a bit down. And i went to her house to try to cheer her up (as one does). We ended up going to go a local bar and agreed to not stay out too late considering i have this HUGE presentation next week that desperately needs some attention this weekend. We also agreed that i was going to be the designated driver for the evening,hence the strongest thing i was drinking was coffee.
One hour turned into two, then three, then four. And then the bar was closing, i thought that was our queue to start getting ready to go home, but no. Shortly after leaving the bar, i found myself third-wheeling my friend and a guy she met at the bar. i wanted to go home, she wanted to stay at his. i stayed for maybe a little over a hour before i’d had enough and announced i was going down to get the car.
By the way, did i mention this guy was a HUGE jerk ? Cause he was.. A major one.. He reminded me why i so desperately need to get away from this town ASAP. Every doubt I’ve had about whether or not i want to move to a different city, was extinguished within 30 minutes of meeting this fine gentleman
People in this town have this amazing ability to make me feel so small, irrelevant, abnormal and at times even ugly. It makes me so angry and not to mention sad, that it makes it hard to even see straight sometimes.
Anyway, so yeah, i decided to leave. I told her to hurry up and say goodbye to him if she wanted a ride home, cause i was tired and extremely ready to go to bed. 15 minutes later i got a text saying i could just leave without her, that she would get home one way or another….
I was livid. Maybe i am overreacting,but it’s just that, this is a person i look up to and admire a lot, so watching her demean herself, and act like a totally different person just to stroke some guy’s ego, really infuriates and saddens me.