Aftershock of the year. May the odds be ever in my favor.

….. this is my mental state at the moment ”……” Yesterday, almost immediately after i got home from another week at Gjermundnes , i drove to fosnavåg to meet mona and hilde at the cinema. guess what movie we saw that left me in this state after finishing it.
it can only be one movie right? and that’s Mockingjay part 2…. Guuuyyyss.. it was sooo good ! and now its over! i’m in the biggest aftershock that’s humanly possible. i mean, i was a mess after the books,but back then at least  I had the movies (plural !) to look forward to and now i have nothing! and it was so beautifully done and i’m so emotional right now i know i’m not making any sense but… kaaatniss!Peetaaa! finnick ! ppriiiim!

i love this series so much. and i love katniss so much and i just dont know how to even right now. and to top it all off i’m going out tonight, which means alcohol… and feelings.. Alcohol and feels ! That’s not a good mix people , and it does not make for a happy Malin!

when I’m mentally sound again and not sitting in a corner of my room listening to all of the hunger games soundtracks anymore, i’ll try to write a real review.

Also, i “stole” this sticker as a memorobilia, it now lives in my wallet.

Tv-show recommendation: Outlander

one of my favorite TV show is on a hiatus right now and i am having serious withdrawal issues. the show i am talking about is CW’s Outlander. for those of you poor souls that is unfamiliar with this show, it is an adaptation of Diana Gabaldon’s book with the same title. It’s about a woman named Claire who was a field nurse during the second world war. With the war now over, Claire and her husband, frank decides to take a second honeymoon in the Scottish highlands. One day when Claire is out walking she stumbles upon a stone circle called Craigh Na Dun. Enthralled with the circle, Claire touches one of the stones and is mysteriously sent back 200 years in time to the year 1743. There she meets the story’s other main character, James Fraser who, along side his fellow country men, is in the middle of defending the Scottish highlands against English invaders.

I loooove this show so much ! i have regrettably only read the first book in he series but i do plan on reading the rest of the books as well.
if you like action, war, romance,time travel and historical pieces this is defiantly a show you should pick up. currently there’s two seasons out and available for your viewing pleasure. And just so you’re warned the show does tackle some hard social issues and some scenes (well really there’s just one) are really graphic and not recommended for squeamish people. (everyone who has watched the two seasons know what i am talking about..)

Off you go little ones ! go off on your Outlander adventure! you wont be sorry.


A new realization and 50 random facts

As of late I’ve come to the shocking realization that if i want to get a career in literature and/or writing i need to start writing. amazing i know. and at this point i don’t care what it is as long as i write, read and use social media for all it’s worth (you know, considering that that’s future and all). also, i want to start publishing short stories and other fictional texts so start looking out for that as well !
Anyhow, i thought why not start with a lot of random and insignificant facts about myself ? you know, like a re-introduction of myself since my blog just turned 3 years.
1: What would you name your future daughter?
– I really like Anna and Maiken
2: Do you miss anyone?
– Yup. But most of all i miss the idea of someone and of what could have been
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
-pshhh! *blush*
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
-Not directly, but something that goes along those lines,yeah.
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
-Going home for the weekend and seeing my cat (i go to a boarding school)
6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
-seeing as last night was Sunday i stayed at home nursing a bad hangover.
7: How late did you stay up last night?
-not late at all.. i went to bed at ten
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
-haha yeah.. shout out to my friends and my mom !
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
-working on a project in science..
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
– hahaha ! *pours another glass of wine*
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
-Define pretend..
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
-yeah probably… i only smoke when im out with my friends soooo
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
-if by person you mean cat then yes, yes there is <3
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
-yes.’Cause im a really stubborn person and i have a hard time letting people go
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
-i can think back five years ago and the answer would still be the same. yes i was.
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
-Yeah… unfortunately i do that all the time.. and i bleeping hate crying!
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
-you know these questions really makes me realize how much im in need of a boyfriend..
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
20: Who did you last see in person?
– The girl i live with in my dorm.
21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
– ”Okay”
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
– No comment..
23: Have you ever been to Paris?
-unfortunately no.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
-yes , maybe even a little too good
25: Do you use chap stick?
-does Elizabeth Arden’s eight hour cream count?
26: Who did you last share a bed with?
– A very drunk and very miserable friend <3
27: Are you listening to music right now?
– yup, The Civil Wars
28: What is something you currently want right now?
– a chocolate bar and a energy drink.. and on a bigger scale of things, a place of my own
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
-probably not
30: How is your heart lately?
-pissed at me for not getting any action.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
-sure ?
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
-earlier today after i complained about my history grade
33: What do people call you?
– the spawn of satan. (or just my name, you know depending on what kind of day im having)
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
-well duh
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
-where do i begin !?
36: What are you listening to right now?
– a mixture of the civil wars and high pitched laughter from the room next door.
37: What is wrong with you right now?
-my bra is poking me in my ribs so hard im afraid it’ll draw blood!
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
-okay… its not like i would know but sure.
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
-who has time for that ?!
40: What is on your wrists right now?
-A daisy tattoo
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
-uhm… the latter ?
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
– H&M… by the sale aisle
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
-…. like mentioned earlier.. yes.
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
-didnt i answer this earlier?
46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
-sleeping ?
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
-i dont know… no ?
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
– Alone
49: Have you ever been to New York?
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

And that concludes the questions ! Was it just me or did they get deeper and deeper the further down i got ?

I forgot how to Title..

i guess i haven’t really been telling you guys much about my life here at Gjermundnes, other than the fact that i’m here and that it’s going surprisingly well so far. Which is not to say that i am 100% happy about my current situation. But i get sorta uncomfortable when i start complaining about it, because i know things could be so much worse right now and that i’m lucky that i haven’t dropped out yet. (from school,not like.. dropped dead. But,yeah that too i guess !)

I think my year off from school did me well, i had a lot of time to reflect on my feelings and the things around me without the constant stress from school pushing down on me. i feel so much stronger now, but i don’t know if that is me pressuring myself to be strong and not to slip back to old patterns or if i am actually better,healthier…stronger.  ugh, Im just in a bit of a funk lately and hopefully it will pass quickly so that i can continue focusing about getting all my homework in on time instead of wallowing in self pity.

I am sorry that this post is just a lot of random thoughts and contradicting sentences, that has been taken completely out of context form each other, but i was in the rambling sort of mood and i know when that gnawing feeling appears this is the best place to go to.  At the moment i just want to crawl under the covers and listen to sad music and let sleep take me away until i am not feeling so emo anymore. yes, that would be nice.
Here guys, have a nice, updated(if u click on the last added button that is), self pitying  spotify list !

This year’s Halloween soundtrack

this year i am going as a witch on Halloween, original, i know. But after watching AHS Coven, Salem and so on, it just made sense to me. so I’ve required myself some witchy tunes to get me into that mysterious-animal-sacrificing-hands-deep-in-guts-while-chanting type of mood which i thought i’d share with you guys. Enjoy !

life lately: it’s October !!!!!!!

It’s Fall! The leaves are changing, the weather is colder and Halloween is just around the corner. I think its needless to say that I’m in complete bliss. Aside from the fact that I’m currently back at school after fall break, and that i still haven’t found a part time job, life is pretty great at the moment.

I spent the Fall break watching A LOT of movies and TV-shows, most of them good, and most of them scary. I just thought i’d let you guys know that i am still here and that i really am trying to update more and that i really WANT to update more. I don’t have a valid excuse as to why i am not writing more, i just… don’t. But i’m working on fixing that ! And if there is a month where i am inspired to write, it’s October. I have a lot of posts drafted and waiting to be posted, but i need to proofread them which is probably one of the most boring things i know of ! anyway, here’s to hoping i’ll be better at blogging !